"I came upon a doctor who appeared in quite poor health.  I said, " I am terribly sorry but there is nothing I can do for you that you cant do for yourself."

He said, " Oh yes can. Just hold my hand. I think that that would help."

And so i sat with him a while then I asked him how he felt.

He said, "I think Im cured. No, in fact, Im sure of it. Thank you, Stranger, for your therapeutic smile."

So that is how I learned the lesson that everyone is alone. And your eyes must do some raining if you are ever going to grow. 'Baby, dont worry cause now I got your back. And everytime you feel like crying, Im gonna try to make you laugh. And if I can't, if it just hurts too bad, then we will wait for it to pass and I will keep you company through those days so long and black.

And we'll just keep working on the problem we know we'll never solve of Love's uneven remainders. Our lives are a fraction of a whole. But if the world could remain within a frame like a painting on a wall - then I think we would see the beauty.' "

"Hey, what would it mean to you? to know that it'll come back around again? Hey, whatever it means to you, know that everything moves in circles"

"You could see me reaching. Why couldn't you have met me half way? You could see me bleeding. And you would not put pressure on the wound. You only think about yourself - you only think about yourself. You better bend before I go, on the first train to Mexico."

"No, you're not the first to fall apart, but always the first one to complain. You better be careful or you will compromise everything you are. The world is a drought when out of love. Please come back to us, you're all of the above. 'Im making a choice to be out of touch. Leave me be', he said, he said, he said. ... I've never had unpaid confidante. It's more than I would care to explain. But I have an open door policy when it comes to blame."

"Return, return to the person you were - and I will do the same, because it is too hard to belong to someone who is gone. My compass spins. The wilderness remains.   ... Hurry up and run to the one that you love and blind him with your kindness. And he will make war, old war, on who you were before. And he'll claim all that has spoiled in your heart."

For all of you that have prayed for me recently - I want to thank you. I have done much better lately. I get discouraged and hurt by the actions of people less and less. Everyone only truly looks out for themselves, and even though I would like to think otherwise, it is true of me, also. The thing I worry about most , though, is that I feel like I am becoming numb to all feeling whatsoever. Good and bad. I don't know, maybe thats better than the alternative anyway. I'm sure it is possible, but it is an honestly difficult thing to see beauty in the good things and easily move on from the bad. The only person, other than God, that you can depend on is yourself. Anyway, again, thank all of you for taking the time to think about me - I appreciate it, and assure you that it doesnt go unnoticed. And if it does by me - I doesnt by Him. Thanks.            <3 Mia

"...I need you to hear, I need to see that I have had all I can take and exploding seems like a definite possibility to me. So pardon me while I burst into flames. I've had enough of this world and its peoples mindless games. So pardon me while I burn and rise above the flame. Pardon me, Pardon me... I'll never be the same."

At first priority today, Kyler was talking about how God is at His best when we're at our worst. I feel like Im probably at one of the lowest points I have been at...  It's such a hard lesson to learn that people really honestly just aren't there for you. It has taken me so freaking long to learn it... and I guess I really still havent. I just need everyone's prayers...I need to learn that lesson - extremely badly. Im tired of feeling sad.